31 Oct 09

hahaha~~cham!!!XD
until 3.40am+ only go sleep...
hahaha~~~with some1 chat until tat time..
hahaha..rili funny~~
yesterday 8.30 like tat read novel until 10.30..
then listen music on bed..until 11.30
cant fall slp..until 12.00++ then go living room read new 1 novel..
hehehe~suddenly think today my hp free oso^^
农历birthday~haha..actually is late give me lah=)
then...heiheihei
wan go disturb ppl le..
say wan go disturb ppl..1st wil think dao gor~hahaha
after tat is qh~~kakaka
bcoz 28-10 she ask me phone her talk many many..
i say i go disturb her when her slp..
bt next day gt exam so dun wan disturb her le..
haha~~tat day juz chat 8+ minutes~
so......................heiheihei~
sure is phone her~kaka~~1.19am oredi..
tot her phone wil open silent..
haha~~but she answer the call le==
kong mong kong mong like tat..hahaha~
ask her slp vy long le ar..she said juz fall asleep then hear shit hp loud le~
hahaha~rili wanna disturb her^^kaka~so talk many to her
then she rili awake le..n she no mood sleep again le==
zadao..hahaha~~then chat chat chat..
47 minutes pass le..she wan go toilet..
i let my hp rest bcoz wanna no electric le~
hahaha..after 2 minutes she miss call me
i call bek to her..
then continue~hahaha..
damn strange lah..everytime i chat v friend in midnight sure wil been scold==
today dint get scold..="=
my mom dint come out..my dad come out is b4 i call her..
actually i wan disturb many ppl^^when ask qh wan kacau who
she oso dunno..then she ask me continue disturb her lah..
hahaha~~she oso no mood slp le..
we decide wanna chat until morning=P
bt...T-T my mom come out at 3.45am~
hahaha~~we chat until 2 n half hours le
hmm..gt some feeling actually dunno hw to tell her..
she nt understand very much ya..
bt nvm..most important is she wil support me all the time..
3q qh..
49 days pass le..
after rainy just can feel the beauty of sun..=)
all things wont regret..i'm 123cyndi..^^
"i'm not the girl u think i'm"
i said b4..very long time ago le..
我就是我=)
gambateh ba^^i wont act pity but wil try happy
123~smile=)

haha~~juz now go xy house..after tat dint straight back home ya=)
do i like to do de things..hmhm~~^^
so enjoy de speed..long time dint enjoy le..
bcoz long time dint drive to far place le==
go bukit mor..bcoz tat road is most nice to enjoy..
no ppl in front..then go lepak^^hehe~~
not bad ya..peace place..haha=)
duno y today eat lunch a bit kong mong kong mong like tat..=(
n take spoon play rice..nt i wan to play de...==
after tat dun wan continue eat le^^haha so weird feeling

30 oct 2009

today about 8.30am+ wake up...
no school so shuang....==
open pc...
wan go pps...
on9 a while...
then my father ask me go help my mum..
go wipe doors..
then i go lo,walau...so many room for wat
@@so tired..juz until 2nd door..
my mom ask me wipe windows oso
@@rili many..10 doors..i wipe 8 windows only=P
n stil +living room so big de windows==
letih sia..but when think about my mom everyday need do so many homework
then i continue finish it le=)
hand sour ya haha~
haix shit lo
haha..juz now in tt qy mentioned exam..
my mat sure is 1st damn cham de..==
after tat is fizik3 n kimia3..
heng dint take bio=Pkakaka
if nt brain wan break le..
die le tis time exam..y tis time so care the marks le==
b4 wont go care de...
hahahh~~left 1 subject wil die again
add mat==
dunno stil can get 2 digits marks or nt- -
+novel time+
seldom read novel jor==so thick n many words..
a bit sien..haha
jz when i sad i only wil read
bcoz 1 interesting novel wil let ppl blend in the story..=)
wil 4gt unhappy things..
haha..1st time is sad only read,after tat is hvt finish read juz continue==
so nt bad mood lah..haha~
everytime unhappy..4ways..
1st-listen music
2nd-novel
3rd-cry
4th-enjoy high speed in road
y so complicated..
next life i dun wan b a girl le==
rather b a cat/dog/fish/bird or wat wat wat==
hahaha..no nid think many=good^^

sweet 16^^

haha..28/10/09 pass ady ya^^
rili very very happy wor~~
haha..tis year get many many wishes..
^^no yet reach 28 jiu gt 10+ ppl wish le..
felt happy oso=)reach 00.00 le..
tot wil busy like last year..==
but until 2.00+ le..juz about 6 ppl sd to me-.-
n +4 ppl is b4 00.00 sd to me-.-
haha^^then chating v some1~after tat very sleepy le=)
but stil nid study wor..until 2am only go slp..
whole day so ham ham ham==wan 2 slp..
haha~~^^when going 2 class feeling good
no yet reach class then saw leha,nana n eza cum out frm class..
singing happy bday song^^then we salam~hahaha~~
when go inside class oso many malay friends wish me n singing^^
haha..form4 stil gt another 2 bday same v me wor=) zana & kaisin~~
zana same class v me..kaisin is 4B~~
hehe i very like her wor^^
when exam ing..kaisin,jia ying n jiasin pass by..
3 a bit gatal le^^hahaha~~all talk 2 me
ZL n TW pass by oso stop n ask me"today ur bday har?"
so loudly....-.-"""
haha^^rili get many ppl wishes wor..sure gt 100+=)
thx all ya..i rili happy wor..

5pm tt..after tt i straight go buy cake v my bro le^^
haha~then go bek on9..study..10pm eat cake^^haha~~
whole day keep smile~~~~~~~~~~
haha^^all ppl also must happy happy ya~~
n wish chean happy bday oso=)my di di~hahah~~

27/10/09

sien ya=)dunno wan say time pass too slow or too fast..
haha..yesterday exam BC n moral..
moral a bit no time finish..essay thr simply write le==
no time go hurai le wakaka~
i like the title of bc essay..
亲情的魅力=)
haha~~bcoz tat morning juz think about tat..
friendship n love..always wil get hurt..=)
juz families wil nt betray u n wil bside u all the time..
haha..tis time juz write enough then stop le..600 words like tat lo..
dun write too long le bcoz i 4gt formal letter hw to write=P
kaka~~cincai write le..
yesterday after back home wan do mat practise..
too sien le then go slp^^kaka
when night le oso gt闲情arrange my cupboard...
10pm go slp le=P
today math so chamchamXD paper 1 sure wrong damn many..
hahaha~~2mr..wan reach le='(
i dun wan>"<
i dun wan passssss tat day...
i wan b a small girl^^heihei
if gt time sure wan kacau many ppl=P free
2 hp~kakaka~~wait me ya my friendssss^^
haha~~wish all happy happy ya^^
exam goodluck~~~

update=P

haha~~sien ar~~~so long dint on9 le^^
1st time exam so nervous duno y=="
PMR or UPSR oso very relax n stil on9 or wat..
tis time damn nervous>"<
tis week a bit funny like tat^^hehe so happy
tuesday after kimia tt we 3 rili crazy le....==
i think gt some ppl terkejut ady=P
wednesday about 1.00-3.00am gt so many things happended bcoz a shit rain-.-|||
morning going to school saw so many sky line n trees fall over le=="
my house just leak a bit n no electric=Dhaha..

wednesday start exam..bm..
hmm..just ok gua..dint happended wat funny things..
thursday..haha~~
bm n sej teacher so gatal..
bio teacher oso==giv all students exam paper le
sengaja dun wan giv me jor
haha~~so kiam pak^^
sej teacher le..hmmm==
i think he is most understand my things d teacher gua
although he is malay jor~
hahah..he very..dunno hw to say~when i gt things happended he wil guess dao==
very geng lo!!haha..then wil comfort me...
bm teacher==haha cham..tis is new teacher..
face same same v Ying Hui...hahaha~~~
when he come in our class then b noisy le
even he say in exam ask us keep queit
we all stil chating v him=D
n ask him meaning==poor he dunno english like tat
then ask leha..leha find dictionary n tell us..
2nd time we ask teacher again,he ask her find again
leha straight ask "cikgu ni exam ke?i confused@@"
he said me look like korean..sj teacher oso gt said like tis b4..
malay's eyes so different ar==zzzz
haha~~tis 3 teachers very friendly n funny..

haha..after rain de photo- -"

b'dae coming soon le=)

hmmmmm..haha~
dunno how to say my feeling o^^
happy=)
haiyo..when we noe our exam is 13/10 until 26/10 we damn happy jor.....
bt bcoz PMR students we change date leT-T
20/10-3/11...5555...my b'dae in exam period jor='(
bt nvm lah..hehe=) gt ppl accompany me then ok le
@@shit goverment jor..last year i wish b'dae go school..
but our PMR pass ady==no students go..
tis year wan ponteng dont go school...bt...................@@"
omg..haha~~aiya..nvm le la=)
every year oso gotT-T
rmb wan wish me happy b'day in 28/10 o^^kaka

suddenly think about b4^^happy&touch

heihei~~when i start on9..is..10 years old=)
kaka..tat time juz on9 play game..
when 12 years old,i saw the newspaper..Elva wrote her things in warner
so i go tat link c..bt saw ntg jor==
then simply click..click dao warner chatroom..haha~~
good!!!!!!!!!!!!!!>"<
love tat~~kaka^^at 1st i stil dunno how to chat or wat..gong gong at thr..
then "皓皓" said "安安" to me..i tot he noe my name==xia dao..
haha..安安 juz means halo like tat lah=)
hehe..thr very mess lah..haha..bt i clever jor=Pso noe hw to chat in short time
kaka~~at thr..rili happended many things^^
i met many taiwanese at thr..very good v them^^
n gt 1 ppl i wil rmb 4eva=) his name very gt feeling,haha~~sat
short form is B.M lo..(nt bahasa melayu ya=P)
erm..mayb at 1st saw him i gt scold him==dunno y
his gud gud friend..XF,always bside him c him play ppl
BM..vy staid..cold..noe whole ppl think about wat..
n always..dunno how to say lah^^hahaha..
mayb is very geng to say ppl weakness..so many ppl wil cant tahan..
then wil like a monkey make noise at thr=)
after i bcum good friend v BM them..i oso same same v XF le..
keep queit in front computer waiting nice show of BM...kekeke=P
n mayb he oso wan sastified his FRIENDS=P
so wil say many hard&bad to heard to things to the monkey..
we sure laugh until crazy jor,keke
wil think the monkey so stupid..=D
i treat him like real gor gor=) bigger than me 2 years..
haha~actually wil confuse..bcoz their open skul day v us is totally different..haha~

at thr..rili happended many things..
i met my god sis at thr==
2 prt jawa ppl..recognize in a taiwan chatroom.....
rili kena boom^^when i form 1 she juz finish study..so we dunno each other=)
i said out my bro name,actually she noe is who,but dunno his name is tat..kaka
after tat i oso recognize many st.john senior,bcoz my god sis oso is st.john b4
vy good v those junior~^^
now we stil r very good friend^^haha
she buy b'day cake for me in 2 years le..vonvon=)3q~~~~muacksssss^^

haha..another things is tat chatroom most is taiwanese bt sometimes wil gt malaysian go oso
but hoh................hehehe..we nt good v them..
we quarrel v those malaysian
bcoz rili no manners,gt some use others ppl name go in n scold many
haha^^at thr rili many memory ya~~~~
BM,XF,XY,Moon,Anne, n many many^^miss u all jor hehe

我要少上网~卡卡

考试要到了丫..其实没多大的心情想要读书..=)
没有人会再一直要我读书了..也不会那么关心我的一切..
说真的~心情有点复杂..但是不会后悔..
一切都是自己做出的决定=)
对不起..谢谢你以前一直陪着我..担心我..照顾我..心疼我...
就算让你在凌晨时帮我也不会多说什么..帮我解决很多事..
或许我还是把你当哥哥八..不知道和你说了多少对不起了~
你是好人..向我答应过的事从来没忘过..
就算我没说话..你也很快就知道我在想什么..
在那天后我们谈的就只有公事..谢谢=)
我知道你不想让我觉得困扰..但是对不起让你一个人承受伤痛..
大概就像阿钊说的..就算感觉再浓时间久了也会淡
但是他可以再够力一点呐==
“只有性，才有爱，所以才有性爱”..会给他弄晕~
好在最近没很多事情会让自己头大的事^^呵呵~
但是..我很没把握..那个他对我真正的感觉..
很讨厌这个不安全感=)让我做什么事都会分心
不管了..读书八=)大家加油丫..

a bit headache jor..=(

haha..nt bcoz of nilo^^dunno y..mayb think too much in today le gua=)
today so free in skul ya..
mat time teacher giv us do practise..think think think....
bm time..teacher teaching we talking,wakaka~even is best student in our class oso talking=D
so he just teach malay^^he treat us good oso~we habits our ex bm tch no teach oredi..
so even tis teacher wan teach we oso dun wan heard..ps ya=P
after tat..bio time..go library~me,qy n qh talk many things jor..
so like bio time^^me n huan dint take~oways gt time lepak~haha
history time..no teacher oso..in class..we talk talk talk again..
tis time talk about b4...long time ago..our friendship oso disappear long time ago..

MY..

she same class with me 8 years le..8 years..
we r best friend..even sometime no together
dunno y when we stil r kid those teachers wil arrange our seat until we sit together
we oways smile together..cry together....
in form1..i sit v KW,good v her n LK n MY..
KW n LK r good students..me n MY..juz half half,wil ponteng together..
tat time..when we ponteng KW oso wan follow..i disallow her follow..
tat's good 2 her..dun like us..dun like me...
when wan finish form1 le..we oso make a decision..we told LK n KW..
we wil no find them anymore when in form2..1st reason is bcoz we nt the same class..
2nd reason..is bcoz we dun wan make them worse v us..
after they heard just wanna cry out..tat screen stil clearly in my mind
in form2..we rili dint talk..even we meet..juz like dint saw each other
i sit together v MY oso..i like her pattern
blur blur,oways idiot idiot,like to smile,oways been sour by me,listen i say all secret..
we r the best..best best friend..rili..
form3..we different class..bt tat dint make our friendship broke..
i oways find her out in night oso..always go find her..
until..dunno when le..her father dun let her cum out frequently
so i oso less find her..her pattern change a lot at tat time
bcoz our gang..gt 1 oways angry d..she affect MY..
MY oso bcum like tat..bt nt serious..
tis year..rili..haiz....
her composure very low..in 4B juz left a few ppl is same pattern v us d..
our sister oso..in form 2..
so she v them together..bt change rili a lot..
temper vy bad le..many ppl said is bcoz her friends oways sour or scold ppl
when she scold ppl they wil ask y she like tat d..
juz like they scold ntg lo,she scold then dio their scold lo
she vy bu shuang oso..haix..i cant oways accompany her oso..
actually until now..i oso miss tat time..form 2..best v her..
we juz like spirit..like shadow of each other..
nw..many trouble around us..1st problem is damn shit persatuan things
nw we many ppl dunno hw to talk v her le..
when i meet her i oso dint say helo to her..
i dun wan too close..bcoz later quarrel again..many ppl dunwan talk is bcoz of tis..
sure is bcoz of tis..we dun wan to broke our friendship..
i wil wait..waiting 1 day her change bek..i wanna bcum her best friend again
let her say many things of she dislike..her angry things,her trouble things..=)
n many lose face things..MY...
rili hope we can change bek same like b4..

they take photo le..wakaka

kaka^^today we take photo in kimia lab le..
we all girl students gt take 1,all boy boy gt take 1,n all chinese gt take 1=)
after tat i ask qy n qh fast take last time photo
bcoz less ppl le..n kimia lab is prettier than our class=P
very funny jor haha~especially qh tat 1..so natural=)
bcoz i'm steal take d..haha~~
cant upload..cant share v u all=( haix
bcoz they ancam me lo..haha~~i promise them no upload le
haha^^so tat cham photo i dint upload le lo..
today in skul oso gt take ah mo's photo..
damn PRETTY jor^^class flower.......................haha
next time i upload kakaka~=D

11/10/09so free^^

tis two day damn free ya haha~~
do ntg~yesterday after wake up le also fall sleep again..
shit pc spoilt again^^haha
so use my bro pc..n watch zhong ji san guo~
about 11.00pm+ he wake up le..then i go watch tv^^
vy vy funny ya tat movie..haha~
call wat "The Haunted Mantion" d..
haha~haiz=)baby finish bath le i also wan go slp le..
everytime like tat haha^^
today go xy house find her..haha~
she told me many many our school students things=D
even she nt our school..bt she noe them then me ya^^
bcoz in school..tat gang is inside my hate list
haha..bt gt 1 or 2..r my friends oso la=)
they treat me very good..others is i dislike their "台客" patternXP
many funny things jor..hehe~
i dislike xy v them too much but nw nobody cn accompany her jor..
i oso cant oways go out..their heart actually kind oso=)
juz i dislike== i sure wont go out v them d....wil very paiseh..
after chating we go seaside thr a while..=)
saw my senior n her bf..sweet ya^^hehe
wish all XING FU always=)

today again^^kaka

hmmm..today ya..i tink no many things lo..
especially in school..very bore ya==
morning no teacher come in..
me,qh,qy,daniel,jh n bw play "final number"..
hahah~1st round i lose le=.="so lucky like tat..
haha~~they ask me 1 nt important d things..
after tat all ppl lose over 2 time..only me lose 1 round only^^
kaka~~daniel lose 4,qh 3..bw n qy 2..
hahaha..except bw all nid take photo in monday le^^
daniel is act superman pattern..
qh is take shoes to smell..
qy is dig nostril=P so geli..ask her rili wan dig inside hahaha~~
dunno y a bit nt rili happy from heart lo..
today keep alone~
in kimia lab qh keep talking v qy..
so i keep quiet lo=) ps ya..coz today feel u 2 a bit different..
like gt secret to me..so i dislike to talk many..
even reach tt thr le oso dun wan talk too much v qy de..
bt the feel come back le lo=)
so same like b4 chat le..
damn shit roy keep ktkt in tt^^
haha~~cham cham..
haix~n gt another 1 ar..dunno how 2 say le lo
today saw him a bit wan beat him d feel jor~kaka..
who ask him so..think sendiri handsome
cheh..cham ppl~hurt so many heart~
mayb gt 1 day wil bcum 2nd ppl i dont wan friend v him anymore bcoz my friends de..

haha^^tis few week very like to listen music..
especially is 后来&心墙
many older singer very geng^^so like their song..

ಇ爱情带来甜蜜 ಇ友情拥有欢笑 ಇ亲情让人依靠▫▫
ಇ爱情也会让人痛苦 ಇ友情也能拥有背叛 ಇ家人却始终不曾离你远去▪▪
εїз 人都要经过一段友情、爱情或是亲情的磨练，才会更加珍惜彼此
εїз 若没有今天的磨练，老时就只剩下空白回忆

ഇBY::123cyndi^^

对于被爱情伤の人ಇಇ
再遇见下一个与你有缘分的人前，或许你的伤不可能痊愈
但是﹏有人常说╰受伤能让人变得更加坚强〃不去畏惧
目前对我来说这话还没实现=)不过〃却能让我们拥有很棒的回忆
当初和他的一点一滴〃不会回来﹏但是我们还有很多的明天
用微笑来迎接╰(￣▽￣)╯是对上帝让你出生的最好回报

N the last things ya=)
all must b careful o^^many friends nearly accident oredi jor..
today pig qh oso fall down frm motor=) bt nt serious ya..
ANYWAY
finish le^^wish all wil happy++

9/10 starting my 2nd blog

hehe^^so fast ya..passed 00.00 ady..
ya..unhappy all in 8-10-09..throw away^^
nearly accident oso=P
luckily my dad gt told me when cross the road need b careful..
haha dunno y he wil suddenly mention tis in today=)
if nt u wont c me writing blog at here oredi..

haha~my 2nd blog..1st is the secret=)
even my best friends also dunno^^wahaha
tat blog include my angry,sad,n others unhappy things=)
like a rubbish town~i like how to write then straight write at there
nobody wil disturb^^so good
kaka~hmmm..
y wil open new 1 blog le..kaka..bcoz my best friends wan c lo^^
n U~i think u wan understand me oso lah=P kaka(act shame ing)
tis blog mayb wil focus at happy n funny things^^i like it
kaka~dun wish to bring unhappy things to here

duno hw about my friends things le lo=)
a bit worry..heihei~dont worry b happy@@
dunno i talking wat nw..
qh d mood seems like nt vey good in tis few day wor
yesterday in school keep saying she gt jiwa pulak..
think too much 4 wat jor?pig qh=)
qy oso..haha..bt is bcoz another things lo
so many ppl d lah~gor also unhappy few weeks le
just can accompany them chat gua=)
wan play me then play lo,wan kacau then kacau lo,
wan scold then scold lo,wan sampat then sampat lo
Q.H=) told u today le lo..even u betray me in future..
u stil r my best friend^^4eva
hope all can dun think about those unhappy le..
ღGAMBATEHღ
future is the most important^^